I Still Think About You

I still think about you
probably more than I should
I think about if things had been real
about if only we could
Sometimes they are happy thoughts
of pleasant memories
Sometimes they are raw and turbulent thoughts
that no one can ease
I wonder as well of you
and what you thought today
And I wonder if I suddenly told you so
what you would do or say
But no, it's not my right
all I an do is wish it be
And ponder if I was so extraordinary
how you could have forgotten me
I'll still think about you
at moments, from time to time
But that is all I'm allowed
Because I was never yours and you...were never mine.