In my mind

Broken thought in a scattered mind
Trying to remember what I left behind
but if I buried it so deep in mind
Is it something I want to find?
I've blocked it away and covered it with lies
I've turned from blue to dark gray skies
Covering up the mess that was made
I refused to turn my problems to a blade
In the end I had to do what I had to do
Now I'm bleeding because of you