Alone

For once i truely relize
what it means to be
Alone
All i ever did was
try as hard as i could
Im always going to be
Alone
I am nothing to them
and im nothing to all
because i am
Alone
I want to die
so i can see the one's
i love in heaven
but if i kill my self i
will go to hell
but then i guess
someone would talk to
me and tell me that
they actually know me
i hate this life
i hate the life people
factualize about me
and i will never not be
Alone