Numb and Weak

It's dark, it's hollow

It's scary, it's gloomy

It's lonely, it's full of sorrow

It's empty, it's like eternity

I breath, it's trembling

I sat still, I'm shaking

I tilt my head up, I'm in a daze

I closed my eyes, a tear fell on my face

I sobbed, nothing happened

I sobbed, it's still dark

I sobbed, the dagger deepened

I sobbed, the pain is sharp

I cried out, someone did cry

I cried out, the voice echoed

I cried out, it was a lie

I cried out, my voice followed

I curled up, I'm alone

I sighed, I'm still alone

I prayed, still alone

I shouted, I'm all alone

I reached into my pocket, it's cold

I felt it, it's hard

I held it, it's round

I saw it, it's a ring

I wore it, I cried

I stared at it, I cried

I reminisced, I cried

I kissed it, I cried

I felt wounded, it's her gift

I felt hurt, it's her memory

I felt hopeless, it's the only thing left

I felt death, calling to me

I reached out, she's gone

I uttered her name, she's gone

I begged to them, she's gone

I kneel before them, she's gone

I'm kneel they took her away

I'm weak, I didn't fought back

I'm numb, 6 feet deep where I should lay

I'm weak, dead like a rat