To them a jerk to me a wonder

The people around me don't know the truth
That everyday even though it may not seem like it
I cry every night for your absent presence
They think that just because your
Name is not as often mentioned
All the pain has left and gone away

After we broke up all they did was call you a jerk
An idiot for not being able to value me
I hated you so much with all my strength
I thought you liked me the way you said
All my memories of you I can't seem to forget

I called you a liar, said that for you I will no longer cry
You tore my heart apart
You cut my love vein open squirting nothing but blood
Now all that's left is red love for it to bleed
I thought the pain would heal with someone new

Seems I was wrong
The only thing I found out was that my feelings for you
Only grew stronger each and everyday
The cut you left in me and in my heart
Only caused more pain and just bled more

The people around me don't understand
In their eyes your nothing but a jerk and idiot
What I see is the most wonderful person in my life
They don't see what I see in you
They judge you because of the mistake you did with me

To them your the worst guy alive
But they didn't get to see the sweet person I saw in you
You made me reach the sky and touch the stars
With you I actually felt pretty and valued

And now I sit here crying by myself wishing you were
Here just one last time to tell you how I feel
And kiss you one last time.