Maybe One Day I'll Understand

I shake my head,
Wondering every bloody time I come around you,
Is there going to be another fight,
You say there's no excuses.

So what's yours,
The situation is sad,
What happened to us?
We used to be friends.

Now to each,
It simply doesn't matter.
I try to control my rage,
But you delight in pushing those buttons.
And now,
It comes,
Crashing again.

Tears fall within,
And tears me apart.

But that's alright,
One day I'll heal.

Then you'll become a distant memory,
Until the silence overwhelms.
As I walk down a lonely path,
Wondering what path next to take, and why.

Is there some wisdom I'll find within days past?
Maybe one day I'll understand.