I'm Searching for her

I search for her every day!! I call her by her name..
I sometimes put out flyers.. I need to find her soon..
I'm getting older, and as I get older, I'm not as strong.
I feel like dying, but instead, I just start crying...
The days I've searched I've found nothing.
The flyers have no pictures they just say,
"looking for my love, my soul mate, my everything".
When will I find her, Why can't I find her?
I have so much to offer, if she can just give me a chance. I promise to never cheat, to never steal, to love always and be the best man I can be.. but still I look everywhere and find nothing...
The days go by as the crying starts dying!
I relies that I've done too much wrong to find her.
She is lost forever, so I feel like dying, and one day I will.. But until that day I'll keep on searching and fighting to find her. Because after all said and done, I have faith I'll find her, and make her happy!
And I'll be the happiest man alive when I die!!!