Sitting, Waiting, Wishing

Sitting
Waiting
Wishing

I feel odd
Sitting alone in my head
So busy and so slow
I just want to go to bed

There is nothing I can do
Waiting for your call
For a hint that you
didnt want me to fall

And I am wishing
This was it
The last time
I'm sick of this shit!

Wishing you were here
Holding me tight
Not over there,
drinking all night.

Waiting for the call
the regretted confession
Fake sorrow and tears
pleas for redemption

While I am sitting here
considering my situation
Wondering if I even
get my reevaluation

So I am
Sitting here
Waiting for you
Wishing again