I've been able to see it,
feel it, touch it, and absorb it.
it has consumed me, and trapped my soul.
i cry because the trap is too strong,
my soul cannot be let free.
the thin line cradles my soul, and
when i believe i am let free,
the barriers are closed.
i cry because the malicious things
that await my soul
are constantly tapping into me,
and mixing my emotions.
causing me too much confusion,
and if it gets repetitive,
turns into depression.
basically,
my happiness has been torn away,
it can only be mended if, and when
apologizes and explanations are given.
there is so much i long to share,
yet i hate to be the cause of tears.
