Are we still the gang?

We were a group of four people
having a lot in common to share
having a lot of feelings and care to show
friends, we were more than that
relatives, we said we are
brothers and sisters, not to mention we were more than that
we named our selves "M A K R gang"with the first letter in each of our names
we promised to stay forever together
sharing every memory and day

i still keep wondering...
so what were we to each other?
we do not know, it is something we can't tell but we can only show
it is something that brightens our days
since the moment we met again
since we were together since childhood
till they went on the long journey away from me
till the moment they came back into my life
nothing can make us apart
passing through hard times, we stick together
happiness and sadness is common in our lives
we argue, we fall and we help each other 2 stand up all again
all what i know is that
they are my life brothers, whom I've always hoped to have
my life mates, who are always there by my side
life parents, who look after me in all times

the group exceeded by one
this person was a friend of mine
during school times..
by chance he joined the same college as life mates
by chance they met in my birthday party
and by chance my school friend
became the one who i really love..

everything happens by chance..
meeting my life mates all again after more than 12 years away
finding out that my school friend is a common friend between me and them
how small could the world be...

to my school friend i started to be no one
since he can see that i am so good for him
so good to be with him..
and he does not deserve me
so really no need for me to stay here..
my life mates became apart from me
for a reason i do not know if it is clear
so i keep wondering the reason why
i should stay here anymore.. even though
there is no one left to me..
i felt that i became no one to them in deed..
i lost the three most important persons in my life..

the group became of five people
who were the sunlight to me
the only light in my dark nights
who were the only ones i agreed to share my breath with me..
one of them was my sister
who used to stand by my side
other was my best friend
actually was more than a best friend
he used listen to me and feel me inside
other was a close mate to my heart
but everything is changing
everything is getting weird
everyone is getting away from me..

and i keep wondering why?
and i ask my self...
why should i stay if no one remains..
but all what i have to say at the end is that..
this group of five friends is my entire life
i can give up anyone else in my life
apart from them..
although we may fight and stay away for a while
but deep in our hearts the love remains the same
the forgiveness is always there
seeking for a reason no matter what it was
whether we found an excuse to forgive or not
we end up being more friends than before
closer than any time ago..

I LOVE YOU GUYS TILL THE MOMENT I DIE..