Everyday seems like yesterday

Every day you make me feel even worse about my self
Every day you make me feel like Im not wanted
Everyday you make me feel like I shouldnt feel
Every day you give me an excuse to kill myself.

Every day you open a way to me being dead.

Every day I calm my self down with a new excuse
Every day I tell my self a new story to live
Every day I wish that tomorrow be better
Every day I look for new hope

Every day I listen to you telling me your life story
Every day you make me cry about your childhood
Every day I feel sorry for you and calm you down
Every day I listen to you say because I didnt have all this that doesnt mean you cant have it either But let me tell you something it seems like yours is fun and mine is misery.

Everyday I curse myself
Every day I hurt my self
Every day I cut my heart and then sew it back
Every day I feel like Im the bad guy.
Every day I wish that the word everyday turns into once soon.