Feeling

This is so strange
i know i don't love you
I'm sure of that
but somehowe i got a strange feeling
when I'm with you

i can't really describe it
it just feels like everything is as it has to be
it's not like a safe feeling its just.....
like it was always meant to be
it seems natural
like I've known you all my life
but i don't

i feel warm and open
i don't have to hide anymore
i don't know what this is but its great

i never want this feeling to go away
i just feel
and what it is i guess I'll never know
but i know i don't love you as a boyfriend
i never dream of kissing you or anything like that

but i do want you to hold or just hug me
so everything feels right again

I've never felt anything like this
its like everything is falling in to place
i stop worrying about everything
stop being the analyst
i just am

i don't know how else to describe this feeling
but i never wanna lose this

but is this love ? no it can't be
i can't love you thats just not allowed
i guess It's a strange but amazing friendship i will always Cherish no matter what