I can't move on

Trying to let go, when it was holding me up,
I'll watch as it leaves, wondering what's next.
Things will fade away, drift and die,
leaving a mark, one that was once good.

Echoes of the past, bouncing through my mind,
Results so hapless, now nothing new.
Schemes deployed, breaking things up,
Distant hopes, resurfacing memories.

Looking for a reason, to let myself move on,
Searching for an opportunity, trying to fill a void.
Remnants of the times, fulfilling the drive,
Reality sinking in, she's gone and not coming back.