I need her back

How can i ever be happy again
when i will always carry this pain?

how am i meant to put it behind me
when the last look on her face is all i see?

i feel like i am trapped, i will never be free
i need her back to help me but she cant can she?

no. she is gone forever, far far away
i cant stop thinking about her every single day

none understands me, they don't even try
so when i cut my wrists i don't try to explain why

i will never stop blaming myself until my life is back on track
and that will never happen until i get my puppy star back

saffie
13