Please just fix me

My tears are more
and my eyes are sore
im so very tired
but sleeps not aquired

i know i should eat
but i stare at my feet
coz my appetites gone
i feel so withdrawn

i cant even do
what i used to love to
its just too hard
im just too scarred

i cant be around
those who make sound
because im freak them out
im so full of doubt

whats wrong with me
is there something that they see
that makes them happy
but makes me crappy

they all want to help
but they just make me yelp
theyre just making me sore
cause its hurting them more

i want to be good
just like i should
but the pain is too easy
im sick of feeling queasy

just tell me what is right
and help me see the light
i dont want to cry
not even a sigh

i havnt spoken
i think im broken
just please fix it
coz soon i might quit

*thankyou for reading please read and comment constructive critism welcome*