Untitled...

My mind is paralyzed...thoughts rushing through but never finding the answers it seeks.
Deep in the confusion of what appears to be love but in reality can only be one of whispers...
Your words run rapidly in my veins reaching every part of me...only you can affect me on such a level...your spirit follows me as if scarred to be alone or perhaps to protect me...even though it couldn't before...
Memories give me hope...understanding...
the future left unseen...
Wanting to say how i feel but knowing Ive lost myself and will never gain the words...
So "I Love You" would not be possible...

I miss us.......