A teased life

Hate
The one reason im alive
Im the one who keeps the tide
A target for the world just like a little beehive

Stones and sticks
words and statements
what have I done
to this world to put me in such shun

I walk in my world
all alone, with no fun
I shut out my senses
from pain and hurt
I some how stay alive

Still the target from so long ago
self esteam is not the most of my worries
now my grades are for show
no matter how high they go
my self esteam stays still so low

Express myself i cant do
freedom is now in constraint
with no love to show i wish to faint
maybe just lye there and wait
wait for someone to throw me over
over their shoulder

no one comes
a lying disaster
still the target of his school
still the one called a fool

I realize one thing
Hate
Im the one put down
Im the one thats a fool
the one who swims in a pool
the one who races through air
im the only one who really cares