Death do us part

As we say farewell to thee
No one would dare say it to me
I try my best, and yet you dont look at me properly

I hide away in a flash
Just so I can enjoy my own bash
A loner Im not
But alone I am

Lye on the street
And all I am is a peace of meat
The quicker I die
The less I hear good bye

Ill see you from down here
Or rather you will see me from up there
Im all alone you see
Only the devil and me

I still live for the purpose of everyones glee
Kill myself I will not
Maybe you will boil me in a big pot

A stew you say, a stew of me
As you eat, your all in glee
But I still have eyes you see
And I can still see

I see the sea of heaven coming up
But it turns dark and bitter as hell comes up to me
A decision I try my best to make
I say I rather live forever and be poked at
Then die for eternity

Im as kindly as I can be
For heavens sake I wish to flee
Im a burden and a pain
But what I wish is not fame

Its for one to say your ok
You fit in this world normal or not
You see were all weve got
But yet they pull your main
Dont let them do this we are not all the same