Missing him

Eyes with tears to heavy,
Look at you from afar,
Gazing into your eyes,
As if looking up at the stars.

Heart with pain so deadly,
As i try to catch my breathe,
Wishing to hold you once more,
Yet only you know the rest.

Hands shaking with fear,
That i'll never know your love,
Shedding a useless tear,
Hidden by the rain from above.

Looking at the ground,
Trying to hide from them all
Making not one quiet sound,
Curling up in the corner like a ball.

Wondering if there's more to this,
Then what i see or hear,
Cause i know that everytime me kiss,
My expanding love for you i fear.

I miss you more then words can say,
And simple actions can show,
Is this the pain that i must pay,
Until i'm smart enough to let you go.