What to do?

It's when your afraid of the dark,
But hiding from the light.

Scared to be alone,
But terrified to let anyone in.

In love with that same someone,
That you completely hate.

Happy for your friend,
But wishing it were you.

Laughing at the jokes,
But crying at the meaning.

Listening to a song,
That reminds you of them.

Telling yourself it's okay,
When you know it's not.

Wishing you could be anyone else,
But just happy to be you.

It's when you feel like your naked in front of a crowd,
But you're hidin in the back.

It's a feeling of confusion,
A feeling that brings tears,
Wondering what to do.