Comitt Suicide, My pain inside

I sit here
Day in day out
Repeat after repeat
On how I just wanna kill myself
Such a sinful mind
Poison lips
A body you'd like to De flower
To steal whats left of my innocents
If there is any at all

I crave dangerous things
To feel your hand around my throat
Taking my last breath
Damn baby that just seems so right

Inside of my mind and soul
Are violence,rage & abuse
Emotions erupting inside of me
Making me want to be used as your toy
Instead of me always causing myself the scars and memories

Make me hurt on the outside as mush as I hurt on the inside
Because its all I ever really wanted
I really want you too see my pain on the outside
As days,nights,weeks,months & years go by,
I dig my pain deeper inside of me,

I must be turning into a monster,
To feel pain,
I'd kill for,......