The Man

I have two blades,
Together I take lives.
As my past fades,
I still have eternal life.

I shall teach you what I know,
I know this from my own mistakes.
With every act that I fulfill,
An innocent life breaks.

I think not of their face,
For only that would be hard to bear.
I think not of the life that I erase,
Only the burden that I wear.

As I man I should have no heart,
But I feel some heart for you.
Is there a bond between a woman and man,
A connection that I never knew?