What is it you want ?

What is it that you want ? ,
you say you love me.
You saw me and gave me your number ,
and yet what you want I still don't see.
You know how I feel about you ,
it is you I love and think about.
Not knowing what it is you want ,
makes me want to scream and shout.
I am trapped by my partner ,
and hurting my kids there is just no way.
It hurts to have to hide the way I feel about you ,
and I can only dream of being with you one day.
When it seemed that you had disappeared ,
missing you all the time is all I did do.
Now you have rung me and given me your number ,
talk to you all the time or text you I wish to.
But your still not telling me what it is you want ,
so now I am more confused than ever.
I have my family so falling in love with you I never meant ,
fact is I did and I'll go on loving you forever.