Why cant you just express the emotionless feelings we both oppress silently behind the veil of happy faces,
This none existing love thats freakishly killing us both or is it just me?
My life, my thoughts, my prayers for years have led me to the safe place of believing that i would never be centered in the spot light of does he really love me or am i just crazy?'
but as the years went by my heart broke time and time again by those who i trusted with my heart and soul.
But there is no excuse, why did i trust them in the first place because there family?? How wrong could i have possibly been, now however i know the truth about secrets that could kill someone ever so easily,
As you can see you can hurt me but never completely for i have already been broken
So tell me my love how can you can break something thats already broken?
i honestly cant say that i have the answer to that, but all i can do to protect whats left of me is with simple rules 1. don't trust another living soul with my faith
2.stay away from love period.
It keeps the pain and hurt away, but tell me what am i supposed to do when when that fails me ???
