Not sure of what title to give this....

People will be right to think I am a mad cow ,
for loving this other man like I do.
But I can not help the way I feel ,
and what I do feel is true.
From the moment that I first saw him ,
there was something there straight away.
I could not wait to get to work just to see him ,
because seeing him made my day.
We would chat and share a laugh ,
he made me feel so good.
When I realised I had these feelings for him ,
I knew it was wrong and to deliberatly hurt my partner I never would.
The more we got to know each other the more I fell for him ,
maybe I should have kept my feelings hiden away.
But before I knew it I was admitting to him ,
and similar things to is what he did say.
Why did he say things he didn't mean ? ,
how could he play with my feelings the way he did ?.
Recently he got in touch but like before he's disappeared again ,
why get in touch why could he not have remained hid ?.
Treating me this way who does he think he is ? ,
stringing me along and to say he feels the same way.
He's broke my heart and made me feel like such a fool ,
yet still him I love and think about day after day.