Why mommy why

The pain sorrow continues to grow...

with each passing day...

of losing my mommy...

i try to hide my feelings...

and look strong and unhurt...

i hide my tears...

from the rest of the world to see...

but when i am all alone...

it all unfolds...

the tears begin to flow...

i can't help but wonder why...

why mommy why...

why did daddy not try...

what did i do...

for daddy to act this way...

why does he not include me in his life...

why does he shut me out...

like i was all a big mistake...

why mommy why...

my head is spinning...

with all these questions...

that i can't ever find the answers to...

why mommy why...

i just don't understand...

was i really just a big mistake...

why mommy why...