Goodbye

I am sitting right here
From my eyes blossom a single tear
Thinking of you brings pain to my heart
No more can i bare to be apart
The single tear runs down off my head
It crashes with a loud thud right on my bed
The sound of the tear brings me back to life
My heart now feels like I am being stabbed with a knife
I get off of my bed and walk weakly to the door
My feet are slipping and sliding over the cold, wet floor
After awhile I reach the hall
I'm doing all I can to try not to fall
I walk towards my bathroom and open the door with a kick
I feel like I am going to be sick
I walk to the mirror and what do I see
A ghostly green face staring back at me
I walk to the toilet and lift up the seat
I drop to my knees, I am just so beat
I fall to the floor
I don't think I can go on anymore
I gather my strenth and attempt to stand up
I wish I wasn't as weak as a pup
I go back in the hall and walk back to my room
I feel like I am heading for my doom
I enter my room and fall into my bed
I can feel the blood trickling from a gash in my head
I can no longer stand the pain in my chest
I have given it my all, I have tried my best
My heart hurts so bad, I can't cope with the pain
It feels like fire is coursing through my veins
I reach under my bed, and pull out the gun
I now know that my time on Earth is done
Your leaving has done this to me
You have killed me, can't you see
I quickly turn of the lights
My room is now as dark as the night
One last time I walk to my bed
I put the gun against my head
My last words form on my lips as the trigger is pulled
I... love... you