Released

The cuts are very deep
There is no turning back now
My parents will not be the only ones who weep
The question is: this happened how?

Because my life has not been erased just from a knife
Which now lies in a pool of blood
Laying next to a body, which is leaving life
Near the blue-tinged, cold arm

The sheets are stained, soaked completely through
Because you left me, and the only thing that stayed was the pain
True, maybe my thinking was rash
I may not have thought it through
But you, yes you, were the one who sliced the kife
Into my wrist

Sorry mom and dad, I know I let you down
Sorry friends, I know I let you down
I let myself down
But for you, the murderer, I am finally released

Released from the nightmare you turned my life into
This is no life i wanted to live
There is no heaven on Earth for me
So i took my unwanted life with the kinfe, my sweet escape