A teacher ( true Person)

I thought i could confide in her
I thought that was why i was there
I just wanted to be around the special kids
I would give them a smile just to brighten their day
Then she turned said i was causing trouble
What did i do i just sat there and smiled
She loves to see kids suffer
It is what she does best
I was told not to get to close
But i thought she was safe
I was wrong, now she hates me, why do i care?
She makes me feel like nothing
Like i fake my problems to get attention
Just another worthless kid because i just wanted to make kids smile
That look pierces through me it still makes me sick
she is cruel in ways i can't describe
she is a teacher who gave her a job?

** crappy poem but i just had to get that off my chest