Hells Grasp

Here I am in Hells grasp.
But how long will it last.
About two months ago I became free.
But how can this be,
why does Hell want me?
I know I have mest up,
but I can make it up.
So why does Hell want me,
I just want to be free.
I need more time,
I just cannot lose what is mine.
So please someone help me,
help me be free.
I do not want to go,
but if it maybe it will show.
Help me be free at last,
just from Hells Grasp.