No one ever understands....

No one ever understands...
the pain & trouble...

i have went through...
to get to where i am today...

I'm sure my mom...
would be proud...

to see how much...
her little baby girl...

has progressed...
and made it through...

with hardly any help...
even though she had passed away...

when i was still small...
she obviously knew...

from the start...
that i would be okay...

no one ever understands...
that i still blame myself...

for my mothers death...
although i know...

that i shouldn't...
because it was god's choice...

and that there...
is nothing that i could have done...

to stop him from taking her...
although i wish he did...

make another choice...
but her time had come...

for her to leave us...
at the time that she did...

no one ever understands...