Sitting in the Sad Cafe

You were always so perfect to me
As your face was as stunning as an angels glow
And your beautiful eyes were like a rising sunset
But the real you is the you that I never did see
And when all the lust and love was lost
I realized that our future was all a big dream
Now here I am
Sitting in the Sad Cafe
With tears streaming
Down my cheeks
As I stare at the emptiness
Drowning in my crimson regrets.
I hide my pain behind the smile on my face
Because I know no one can see
The pain of my loneliness
Bleeding from the feelings of my heart.
Seeing life through a tainted heart
Dazed! Confused! I sit here wondering?
How do I trust, how do I love again?
How can I find what I never had?
Fate maybe has another plan
Or maybe has another love
Because broken hearts are much harder to fix
Than scraped knees
As the scar is deeper.
I roam the lonely road
And listen to night whispers searching for my life
As darkness becomes my comfort zone.
Time will heal my broken pride
Then I will be able to leave my sadness, pain and crying behind,
Because love is never anything i should fall into.