Catching me

I remember this phase of my life like it was just yesterday
I can still remember the way their faces screwed up
The meaning of their body language
The strange peculiar smell in the air
The exact clothes I was wearing.
The way their eyes were screaming at me.
They certain stares & cold messages.
I remember it as though it happened yesterday.
But today's different.
Today your standing behind me.
Just waiting, waiting for me to face my demons & if i shall fail, you'll be there with your arms and hands widespread, so i can gracefully fall into you.