Cant breathe anymore

Not seeing him in months...
my hearts been breaking...
though long over... it cannot be denied.

He has his license now... He can pick me up...
but when we had the chance to hang out
I suddenly got busy
I wasn't playing around this time.... showing him what he does to me when he says yes then last minute change.

My heart has gained such a weight... its affecting my breathing
He's the only thing on my mind.
Just want to have fun and hang out.