Falling apart again

by Nicole   Apr 30, 2008


She's sick
She's unwell
She's going to be in and out of hospital for the next year or more.

What complications will arise.
How much more weight is there for me to bare
I barely handled all the injections and housework
Now i struggle getting up 30 stairs for school.

I want some of my life...
I want to be there with my friends sometimes.
I'm having a breakdown nearly every week
Having hell visit me in flashes... bringing me to my knees

Missing him
Missing them
Wondering what I'm missing
Just want to be hugged
Want him to hug me and tell me it's going to be ok.

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  • 16 years ago

    by Wake

    ..
    as much i love it .. i really hope it isn't .. bt evn though it is .. all i got to say is .. *hang in there*

    the words are again .. simple and straight cut through .. Nicely done ..
    A Painful write is what im gonna call it .. really tears me .. and when a poem does that .. it really means something

    Deep Down .. u know the light hasn't died yet

    Great Work..

    ~Wake~

  • 16 years ago

    by coverd in darkness

    5/5 hugs, your writings always so emotianal and close to you and truthful of what people need and so often are denied of we all need that somebody and yours is never there when u need him wish he wouldn't that way sometimes so u'd have your hero u deserve.

  • 16 years ago

    by Baby Rainbow

    :( thats so sad, i really do relate to your writing, keep them going xxx

  • 16 years ago

    by stephalee

    This is beautiful i love it!

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