Failed friendship

Our friendship isn't going to last
not now she found out my past
but i couldn't hide it from her any longer
i wanted her to think i was stronger

how can she not hate me?
she said no secrets and i promised to agree
Ive let her down really bad
I'm the reason she is feeling so sad

i hate myself for not being there
now she thinks that i don't care
i need her more than anything
she is the only one who can help me win

when I'm with her i cant end my life
she helps me better than my knife
i think our friendship has set a sail
its another thing i have learned to fail

saffie
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