Suicide or life that is the ?

She rises from her bed,
looks in the mirror,
and sees her reflection,
she thinks to much fat here,
not enough here,
my hips are to big,
my chest is to small,
"I'm ugly"
she walks over and grabs the knife,
and sits back in the bed,
she cuts herself once,
she cuts twice,
she watches the blood run,
her body rocks back and fourth,
there is a pail of blood on the floor,
the lights get dimmer,
tears roll down her face,
she knows its over,
she falls to the floor,
and takes her last breath,
the room grows silent,
she is dead...
she enters into heaven,
when he looks at her and says,
you are not in my book,
there for you will go to hell,
i cant...i wanna be with you,
my dear you took your own life,
for i had a path for you to lead,
if only you would of looked ahead,
it would of got alot better,
so now i must send you to hell,
she gets down to hell,
and sees satin,
he says to her,
you done very good,
he didn't have a life planned for you,
i needed you down here,
to help me lead this path,
you don't have a choice,
your now living my life..
just then her mom wakes her up
and tells her its time for school
you see this was all a dream
you cant take your life
for god got alot planned for you
you just have to live it out
day by day
and it will get alot better
for you dont want to be in hell.