Please

Time has come to ask myself
what failures lay ahead
the weakness of my soul
awakes the fury that was dead
and what it is that brings out the shame,

in my dreams i travel
lost confused
still searching
watching the skies
all my sleep is wasted
awake or not
still waiting
watching the skies,

my home is no longer
a place where safety can be found
constantly looking over my shoulder
forced into the darkest corner of my mind
i find myself not trusting anyone
and distrust leaves you lonely
the hiding from the fear
brings me closer to despair
feelings of doubt joins me,

i fight to keep myself above the surface
i try but the waves i swim are growing stronger
the lights getting distant and i am drifting further
im being swallowed by the night,

please be the eyes
that guides me though
please by the hand to lead me
in search of the shocking truth
please by my courage
my will to win
please understand and listen
please be my friend