Cheats, heartbreak and deadlysins~My heartbreakers

Truth unvieled, lost and cold,
the reality of fiction beginning to unfold.
you notice, im quite nervous, not prepared at all,
but this broken heart, causes me to fall.
That warm summers day, which happiness calls home,
is where my misfortune, began to roam.
Those words of hurt, rejection and sorrow,
like you loaded a gun, with heart shaped ammo.
Now i start to understand and see,
what it is, you saw in me.
This darkness is scary, especially alone,
a feeling not unknown.
When i was with you, i felt unsafe,
and my heart felt quite waif.
what is this feeling you cursed me with,
as you told me that love filled myth.
Your lies are left untold,
secrets talked of only when old.
But cheating is a deadly sin.
and your act is wearing thin.
If you dont love me, you can just say,
instead of causing the heartbreak, i feel everyday.
Now i lay alone, my warm hands turn cold,
my heart waiting for pain to behold.
Finish me quick, with a guilty heart,
its time, for once, to finish what you start.