Im lost

I'm scared ill hurt you more then i already have
im scared to tell you the whole truth about me
i dont know who i am im lost in so many identity's
im scared if my true i identity comes out that you wont under stand why i did it
im scared that you wont truly love me for who i really am
im scared i might lose someone that could be the love of my life
honestly im true but the one i come out to be isn't
i feel like im lost my real self in so many identity's so now i donno who i really am
im scared that ill lose all the people
i truly loved and cared
im scared that im gone forever
ive lost my self in so many
lies
story's
dramas
lost love
how can i find my self
im sorry