Sleeping tears of life

Sadness was tear I never cried
Pain was truth-hidden lies
Grief was in the death I felt
Love was a word with no meaning
Passion a feeling I long lost
Emotion metaphors of pain
Chaos a feeling I know well
Destruction something like hell
Happiness what does it mean
Hope what can it bring
Faith I've lost in salvation
Belief it doesn't matter anymore
Dreams only nightmares to me
Destiny a path I can no longer see
Suffering the only thing I receive
Cavity a feeling I can describe
I cried tears I swore to never cry
I died and awoke to lies
I felt pain and I died again
I slept form the tears of my life

(sorry the last did'nt end with a rhyme but it happens)