My Mind Screams!

I look behind me,
I look beside me,
My body trembling in fear,
My mind with only one question
will he soon appear
Out of the darkness a shadow arises,
There is my rapist in human form,
In shock,
My mind goes blank,
As my body hit's the floor
My mind screams
I can't take this anymore!!!!
I feel his hands run up along my body,
They touch me in places I never want to remember!
In the morning I awake with paranoia filling my brain,
once again
I look beside me,
I look behind me,
with my body trembling in fear