On my own

I went to you so you could assist
And though you tried i regret it now
Because any chance of getting away i missed
How to avoid you I don't know how

You watch me closly every day
And now i can never really live
To live I'd like to die if i may
The oppurtunity to me you won't give

You were nice enough not to call my mum
Or bother my daddy so far away
They're both too busy drinking rum
To really deserve to have a say

I beg you to just let me go
And let me die cold and alone
Life is pulling me to and fro
And I want to deal with this on my own