My vision/reality

My vision is me and you
My reality is me without you
My vision is me holding you in my arms
My reality is me being alone
My vision is me giving you all my love
My reality is me feeling empty
My vision is me running my finger tips though your hair
My reality is me rubbing my tears off my chin
My vision is me enjoying your laughter
My reality is me hearing the hush of the air
My vision is me gazing into your beauty
My reality is me drifting off into the darkness
My vision is me waking up beside you every morning
My reality is me not wanting to wake up every morning
My vision is me and you watching the sunset
My reality is me watching myself fall apart
My vision is me caring for you
My reality is me feeling hopeless
My vision is me smelling your perfume on you
My reality is me smelling death in the air
My vision is me never wanting to leave you
My reality is me wanting to leave this REALITY!!!!!