You think for a moment that I care now what you think of me I pity you, The day has long past when cared what you think of me, I am now worth your thoughts now that you and the rest of the world think think that they know me and have the right to judge me, Think that I care for your thoughts I am done trying to please you and the rest of the world, Pleasing you and them is suppose to have made me happy but sadly i am awake and trying to please u and they makes me sickly. How easy it is for you to never imagine that I had problems well what did you think? Pretty little doll perfectly dressed could not be flawed
How funny it must be to finally remove the layers of fluff and see that I am flawed, I am human, I make mistakes and somehow I thought that I was entitled to a few.
Who the hell are you and they to judge me? You all are so perfect hmmmm? No mistakes ever made , or is it that because your mistakes are hidden well beneath this rat cage of our society that my mistakes seem to be so hard for you to take am I not to stumble and fall am i not to make any mistakes? I grew up daddy pity you didn't notice me, I seen things that no one would ever believe I am now hurting and you don't see my pain all you see is your anger, so you say good bye and so do I, Now the urge to would pray for death consumes me but I will resist. I am not going to give you the pleasure of looking upon me in pity and anger with a glass in the hands of you and the rest of the world, no one is drinking at my funeral just yet I think that for this I will hold fast and pray to live, I will live to raise my glass in salute to all of you haters and look down on you in your coffin and ask God to help your soul fly.
So there all you haters even I will live to conquer and pray for you.
