My Dark Hell

Running through the darkness, searching for the light
will i be OK tonight?
Why do i feel so alone?
No one cares how i have grown...
people wonder why I'm this way...
pushing everyone away...
No one listens, only sees
Thats why they'll never understand me.
Rejection,Denial,Hate, Love
Fighting Arguing Pushing to Shove....
Did i really come from above?
I don't know why its never enough...
Am i really that sad
That everything I do is bad
i want to give up on it all
No one loves me to watch me fall...
I raised my hand to see who'd help...
but all i hears were pity gulps....
In the long search for one true friend....I feel like I'm running in a nightmare that never ends
i cant be saved....
because its too late....i am....engraved....