Wanting 2 Die

Damn why am i still here?
I just want to die
Either way i do everything wrong
When I dated niggas
My mom yelled at me
Now that I'm a lesbian
My mom called me a freak
Said I'm nasty
Like I'm disgusting to her
What do i got to do to show her I'm still the same person?
I should just overdose
No more do I want to cry
I cant believe my mom see me like I'm some monster
I just want to die
Don't want to be alive
Just want to start over once again
I want to be accepted for who i am
I ask myself all the time
"when is it my time to die"?
Is it some time soon?
I really want to die.