Left Alone

Left Alone

Left alone to deal with the hurt
Left alone to deal with the world
We started off so good. Talking on the phone for hours
about stuff that really mattered.
I went against all that I believed in and didnt listen to what the world was saying.
I kept us a secret to avoid all the bullshit.
I thought that we were two lonely hearts that needed some tender love and care but I came to find out that it was all a scam.
I was there for you when you needed me as a lover and as a friend too.
But
You called one day and put it all to an end. I wont lie and say that I wasnt hurt. but above it all I was really confused. I couldnt understand what went wrong and why you didnt talk to me about it. but instead you called my phone and got my voicemail and ended everything we had.
You treated me like shit after that when you knew and still know that I didnt deserve it. when all you had to do was be honest and tell me the truth. but by lying you lost a good friend because no matter what happened I would have been there.
To help you when you needed me and to wish you all the best.
but
You f**ked that up too just because you thought you can.
One day you will regret what you did but by then it will be to late because I wont be there.
I was willing to stay friends with you but you messed that up too.
And now I am here to say the hell with you. I deserve the best weather that be a lover or just a friend. So one day when you really need a friend youll remember me and regret all that you said. Because I wont be around to be your crutch anymore so enjoy your life alone because I am here to say I dont need you anymore.

By:
Kristina Laki