Two nights down

Simply put: if you can survive one night, you can survive them all.

i'm here with you honey.

I think "too many more go"
should be changed 'many more to go"

and the best part of your poem is the ending . you end with a question mark which means that your search(for answers) is not yet over .

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Last stanza : "two" not "too"

anyway... i love this poem!
i respect you very much for stopping self harm if this is true. i understand, it is hard but it is possible - ive gone 2 months now :D and i believe you are stong enough and amazing enough to do it!

keep up the very good work and all the best x
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~FountainsOfBlood