Nothing we've shared could have prepared
me for a world, a life, without you
all the wishes, hopes and plans
lay at our feet, stunned to stir
you were my life, my love
my secret friend and soul mate
oh how deep this loss goes
I am still waiting, wondering
why, what is it I am supposed learn from this
why were you taken
what journey is it that we need to
travel separate and apart
I need to start imagining life without you
how can I when I can't even openly grieve
for you, for us, the time we can't have
find me...I promise that I will find you
